I don’t know if its the fact that I put the needs of others way before mine, or I just hate knowing that I have uninspired them in a way, I know I shouldn’t be blaming myself and I’m not anymore. But in that moment it’s like I could not explain why I just broke-down like that. When I ran backstage and tried to gather myself, but it was spotted anyways; that was because I hate having others worry about me. But I am always having others tell me their problems or even stories because I truly want to know, and listen to what they have to say. I love listening. I guess this is just the type of person that I am. Once again trying to find the balance. Within myself, others and God.
