Something I hate

Is my self-consciousness and the barrier that I build sometimes. I guess I can have mood swings occasionally. I’d have to say I am not a shy person around the people I automatically feel comfortable around, but if I don’t open up and talk I always blame myself for not making a good enough impression because all I want is for you to know me for who I really am. I don’t know why I let little things like this bother me lately, but there are much more important things to worry about. I’m on my way to building more confidence within myself because if you don’t love yourself for who you are, it’ll be hard for others to see all of you and love you for that.