How scary is it for me that I’m already currently flipping through University pamphlets, looking for my requirements to start planning for my fuckin future; already. Seriously, I have this thing called gerascophbia, fear of growing old. I have a denial problem where I can’t seem to let go of childhood because of how much happiness the ignorance brought me. I’m still young, live life lol.
But back to reality, I’m growing up and I have to start thinking about what God has in plan for me, what I want to do with my life. Fuck, that sounds scary. Everything happens so fast. This is what I wanted when I was hoping to grow up faster? As long as I have a simple mindset, it should be okay; not to mention Im the type to overthink every little thing.
Man, let’s do this it; can’t be that difficult.
