Peace of Mind

 Mixed feelings tonight. Just finished our hugeee family gathering/ opening presents. I don’t know how to explain it, but I feel blessed. I know I should. Its just there were little tangles in between, and I feel that everything was so rushed. I already live a life full of rushing-ness, didn’t need it on the night I expected to feel so happy to be gathered. People were tired too because we basically had like 7 families gifts to open one by one. Im gratefuk though, for the presence of them all. I feel so blessed for the food and my family. I got some pretty cool gifts too. It s’all good.

You know that feeling when you expect so much and want more, but you know that you have all that you need already, yeah thats how I felt.